Before her dementia took over, she would always help me whenever she could. I did Greek lessons with her, she walked me to school, she made me lunch every day, played games with me, went on walks with me to trails and more. which is why I feel so bad for resenting her now.
She has like middle to late-stage dementia, she can't make food anymore, lacks all bathroom hygiene, tries to exit the house, sees and talks to things that aren't there, and is very messy. I can't stand it anymore. My mom doesn't even really take care of her, she helps her shower like once every 2 weeks so she smells sometimes, my parents don't clean the dishes because they were used to my grandma doing them before she was sick, so if I don't do the dishes. there are no dishes, so I have to do them and my dishwasher broke like 3 months ago and no one has fixed it so I have to hand wash it and none of my 4 siblings or 2 parents will help me
My mom also doesn't talk to her kindly she always yells at her to stop forgetting things and scolds her as if it's going to help so I just have to listen to that all day.
My grandma also leaves crumbs everywhere in the kitchen and my parents don't even clean the floor (I also have to do it) and I have bad sensory issues so I cannot stand walking on crumbs so I have to wear slippers or socks but I also hate socks because I like when my feet touch the ground so it's an inevitable sensory nightmare. And I love baking so much, it's my favourite hobby, but I haven't baked anything in over a year because I can't STAND being in the kitchen because there are crumbs everywhere, and she is always sitting mumbling to herself or walking around the island in circles.
She also keeps trying to take my shoes, clothes and other stuff to her room. Then I have to go hunt for them.
Im so tired of this, im mad at her for some reason and im mad at my parents and siblings for not helping with the house and I have to do everything. Sorry if this went off topic im just really tired of this I want to move out.
